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10:37 a.m. @ 01 September 2008

1072nd Entry
I am super pissed. Pissed right early in the morning on a Monday.

My family is seriously not treating me as one of them.. just when I thought they were really treating me like one.

1) father keep using me as info counter and delivery courier - I have to answer all his questions pertaining to his credit card bill (if you don't know you ask the DBS staff, why ask me when I am not the one holding the main card? And neither did I sign up for one on my own), questions on other misc stuff, and I even have to become a delivery woman and carry the things that he bought? (FYI, it's at least a 12kg heavy - DIY shelf - up 4 floors of stairs)

I am not happy because I am being ask to do things out of my will. You all don't ask nicely but instead, are all orders made on me. I am not an employee. I do not work for you for money.

2) mother keep asking for money
I was telling her "wah, now you have so many mooncakes!" in a happy tone. The house was filling up with mooncakes bought by me (6 pieces), my elder brother (approx 5 pc) and my eldest brother (whose order is due this evening and 4 pc). So she said "Ya, next time don't buy mooncakes, just give us ang pao can already."

WTF? Since when are ang paos exchanged during Mooncake Festival?

3) now brother wan me to collect his things that he bought for mother
And that's on the mooncakes from Swensen's. He order, he should collect, don't come and ask me to collect for you, 4 pieces of ice cream mooncakes is not light ok. You are on leave today, so you do the collection! Don't come give me excuses saying this and that and then look at me to carry your order. I repeat, I am not a maid in this family.

4) My cousin never called back and it's my fault?
Just because I was not around, or I could be in the toilet and not available to pick up his call, I became the fault that my cousin no longer calls our place?
"Adelin lor, she never pick up and he never called back already."
(This is a touchy sensitive issue about my cousin, and because of a certain incident that happened when I was in P6, things turned awful and we lost contact with him till mid of this year where he 'gathered the courage' and called my mom. )

5) Don't end all your sentences with me.
Whenever you need to talk, I will be there to listen. But why do you always have to end all your stories with "ya, so you see, if next time you got any problems, must tell us". Like as if you all will seriously helped when I needed it. My face is one good example. Did you all pay any of my facials, doc fees, medicine, or anything? None of you offered a solution! My neighbor for one offered some tips like the egg white masks and honeysuckle water to rinse my face. You guys did nothing! Just see my face turned bad and go "ORH, see lah! EAT SO MUCH FRIED STUFF. Never drink enough water!"

Talk talk talk, did you all help me when I needed desperate help or not?

Crap.

Fucking dulan.

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