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3:39 p.m. @ 23 May 2008

1026th Entry
Come across this song.

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

Touched me lots, made me think on the people that I loved so dearly and I lost them so easily. My grandma was one of them. I love my maternal aunts too. And obviously, I do not know how to show that I love them.

Whenever I'm at my grandma's, I would keep my eye on her wherever she goes. And if she ever needed some help from one room to the another, I would always be the first to dash across and aid her.

I lost her to cancer.

I would like to dedicate this song to ah Dan, Des and Diane. It's just so wrong that their mother has to go to Heaven so soon. She has not even attend all of her children's' wedding or witness the birth of her grandchildren. It's just so unfair. Just so damn bloody unfair. I love her too. She's one of those very kind mothers that I ever knew. There's always a smile on her even when she was hospitalized.

I miss you, Mom. If only you could hear me call you 'Mom'.

But that means that after our Chinese reception he can only apply for Overseas Leave which is hard to obtain. There are news that Dan may not be on this ship starting July or August.

This is not making things any better. =( He has to start all over again at a new place. Sigh.

And it's only 30 days more to our wedding.

Hmmm... having lots of feelings right now. Mixed feelings I would say.

So many things happened prior to our wedding. With Chin, Kun, Dan's family, Dan's work, my own family, and my eldest brother.

I just hope things can work out quickly. I do not wish anyone or even Dan or me to feel uncomfortable leaving idling issues around.

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