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Click 11:47 a.m. @ 21 May 2008
1023rd Entry
Yesterday was one of the lousiest days I ever had in my whole life.
So much shit happened.
Several issues from Dan. One big major one with his best friend.
Remembered I blogged that he may not be the Best Man? Remember the Murphy's Law? It's starting to take place already. I won't be doing in detail on this issue over here. It will be on the other private blog.
As for Dan...
He told me that our SD/VD at ROM may be canceled, which is as good as not getting married on my birthday.
And then right after our wedding he is scheduled to sail for one week.
Tell me, which lady who is about to get married to the man she loves will not feel awful hearing this ?
And there's a 3rd and 4th issue with his side of family. The 3rd one I was feeling strongly against it as I really do not want to cause/invite more quarrels/fights/arguments/disagreements/weird eye lookers for them before/during/after our wedding. That day is really a dear to me... it's my birthday... I never had a big birthday party like this... Never.
A lady in her wedding gown, cutting her birthday cake with her husband and her favorite friends and family.... Isn't it dreamy??? *insert lots of flowers and heart shapes*
I can't believe if negative stuff were to happen for his family ... that would make my heart sink. I am so so so afraid that minor things will stir up big problems causing heartaches for Dan and me.
I do care though I hate to say such things. I care, that's why I am afraid.
4th issue, if Dan executes this plan, I am not sure if we are able to get our own flat within these 2 years. Yes, I know I am selfish. But we will be having our own family once I get married to him, I definitely need that security and assurance. I do not wish for this interference to be a burden on him.
Fine. Thought that the dinner meeting with Kun and his gf would place all unhappiness away. But it turned out awry. Very bad.
I hate it.
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